Say What You Want

tired

in pain....

6 more days till the next shoe!

Iron man na this week...woo hoo! Pero sa May 1 ko papanuorin para wala na pila lol

HPM myLoves ♥

if i have offended you in any way, please let me know. i may have said something stupid, sorry. i'm playful most of the time, you are right. you may feel that i am not interested in you because i don't ask questions, but i am. i want to get to know you more, but i was afraid that my straightforward questions might drive you away, and that i would not risk. i'm happy when i'm conversing with you. the little chats we had that made me laugh a whole lot, i miss them today... and it saddens me.

hello teardrops.... pls dont be sad...

if you can't give me your trust, then "us" will never work out... :'(

Fk you for cheating on me. Fk u for reducing it to the word cheating. As if this were a card game, and you sneaked a look at my hand. Who came up with the term cheating, anyway? A cheater, I imagine. Someone who thought liar was too harsh. Someone who thought devastator was too emotional. The same person who thought, oops, she’d gotten caught with her hand in the cookie jar. Fk u. This isn’t about slipping yourself an extra twenty bucks of my piggy bank. This is my life. You went and broke it. You are so much worse than a cheater. You killed something. And you killed it when its back was turned.

Exit affairs, it's like monkeys..gotta grab another rope before i let go of the other.

Any thoughts?

Dear Insomnia,

Pwede ba next time ka na lang dumalaw? May lakad ako bukas. Hmp!

Lovingly yours,

Smellycat

To My One&Only Super Friend,

'don't know what really happened between you and your ex that made you flew away when I took a step closer to you. You may have been deeply hurt, and maybe--- just maybe--- until now you're hurting. If only I could take the pain away from you I would because I've been where you are now, I know it's a sad place... and frightening, too. I may have taken a wrong turn trying to be closer to you that I scared you away, I'm sorry. I want you to know that I promise to be a good friend to you---always, and bear in mind that I don't make promises I can't keep. From now on, I'll try to be the Super Friend that you need. I'm not going to make you stay in that sad place alone because I care a lot 'bout you. Anytime you need a hand, grab mine--- I won't let go. This is my promise to you, my one&only Super Friend.

I Will Be Here For You
(M.W. Smith)

When you feel the sunlight
Fade into the cold night
Don't know where to turn
I don't know where to turn

And all the dreams you're dreaming
Seem to lose their meaning
Let me in your world
Baby, let me in your world
All you need is someone you can hold
Don't be sad, you're not alone

I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
I'll shine a light for you
Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

In this world of strangers
Of cold and friendly faces
Someone you can trust
Oh there's someone you can trust

I will be your shelter
I'll give you my shoulder
Just reach out for my love
Reach out for my love

Call my name and my heart will hear
I will be there, there's nothing to fear

I will be here for you
Somewhere in the night
Somewhere in the night
I'll shine a light for you
Somewhere in the night
I'll be standing by
I will be here for you

i miss being friends with you...

You are so beautiful, even if you hate it when I say it out loud.

Even so, I swear to make you feel beautiful, cherished, and loved every single day. I'll just finish my commitments here then we'll go away and build a new life together.

I know we're both independent and strong-willed women (that's actually what I think makes us a perfect match) but trust me, I'll take care of you. Won't hold you down too close so you can still spread your wings and achieve your dreams but close enough for support.

You are not my better half nor the missing piece because god knows, we're both whole, save for a little jagged edges where yours fit mine in a perfect fit.

looking for travel buddy???

This is the most painful part -- when you go to your room, alone, and you can't fall asleep. The time when you intricately feel the throbbing pain in your chest until you unknowingly taste the saltness of your tears. You are crying again. And again. And again.

dont be sad.... im here

i want to see you.

...still.

few more months. tiis pa, K.

I need a new job, badly.

Sunflowers for Sunshine wrote:

I need a new job, badly.

hi sunflowers for sunshine, ayaw mo na sa newspaper? you deserve no other than the best. take care always.

apple wrote:

hi sunflowers for sunshine, ayaw mo na sa newspaper? you deserve no other than the best. take care always.

Uy, hello apple :)
Matagal na kong umalis sa dyaryo hehe. I'm working now for a security consultancy in Makati. Nakakadrain. Mukhang sa media talaga ang calling ko. Still looking for a job though bago ako umalis :D

I never thought missing someone so much can be very painful. ��

Its crazy being in a relationship without trust!

You want to give up, but you don't want to.

Its pushing you in a corner where you can never fight back.

Why can't things be better between us? Why can't you just be the same person I met? Why can't you be happy with me? Why?